11302008

I want it all
But I know that it's not possible.
It is the one obstacle

that I cannot overcome.

It refuses to go away,

eating away at my thoughts,

my heart, my soul.

I want to break free

from the thoughts

that consume me.

I want to understand

my very self - to decode these emotions

that remain a puzzle.

Most of all,

I want to know

what to do.

I pray for strength.

I pray for guidance.

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