05302009

Things are looking up.
I am the happiest I have been in a very long time,
and I have no qualms in saying that it is due to the people I am surrounded with.

I am so grateful for the new people in my life
and for those that have stayed true through thick and thin.

I cannot begin to express how great these past 2 weeks or so have been.
Happiness does not even begin to touch it.
Bliss? Sublime, even.
This is the most I've ever hung out with Pauline and Kim, the best friends in the world. :D
And I can't put into words how much they truly mean to me.
On top of that, I've gotten to spend time with Dylan who is one of the most amazing people in zee entire world.
On top of that, I've hung out with Richard more, who is one of the funniest people I know.
Things are definitely great. :]

I have learned a lot in the past several months,
and I have grown from all of my experiences.
I can absolutely say that I am much more cautious about my decisions
and dealing with my emotions,
which was perhaps my downfall in the last year or so.

So the point is:
Life is great.
Thanks to everyone who is a part of it because you are what makes it so worth living.

Gen05302009

05272009

So basically,
I'm the happiest I've been in a really long time.
I finally feel like I've been able to move past all the drama
that has surrounded me for the past several months.
I am finally content with the direction my life is taking.

I have met some amazing people in the past month or so,
and this is perhaps the main reason for my happiness.
Quite frankly, the past two weeks have been...bliss.
I can't begin to describe how...euphoric the past two weeks have been.

So pretty much...
things are looking up. :D


Gen05272009

05022009

So much has happened in the past couple months.
But I have lived, and I have learned.
I regret some things, others I do not.

But I think now I have achieved a level of contentedness.
I think I feared not having the security of a relationship.
But once I got comfortable being out of one,
things got better.
Granted, it's still weird and hard at times.
I mean, I haven't been single in almost 5 years.
Kinda odd at first.

But I've taken this time to hang out with my own friends,
and I've realized who is truly there for me and who isn't.
I am so thankful for the people I have in my life
because they mean the world to me.

I've also taken this time to explore.
I'm excited for new beginnings.
I'm excited to meet new people and make new friends.

So we'll see where things go.
No matter what, things will work out if they're meant to.
Fate and determination both play a part
so I'm pretty interested to see where that takes me.

Gen05022009