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So much has happened in the past couple months.
But I have lived, and I have learned.
I regret some things, others I do not.

But I think now I have achieved a level of contentedness.
I think I feared not having the security of a relationship.
But once I got comfortable being out of one,
things got better.
Granted, it's still weird and hard at times.
I mean, I haven't been single in almost 5 years.
Kinda odd at first.

But I've taken this time to hang out with my own friends,
and I've realized who is truly there for me and who isn't.
I am so thankful for the people I have in my life
because they mean the world to me.

I've also taken this time to explore.
I'm excited for new beginnings.
I'm excited to meet new people and make new friends.

So we'll see where things go.
No matter what, things will work out if they're meant to.
Fate and determination both play a part
so I'm pretty interested to see where that takes me.

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