01042009

And of course, another obstacle.

Just as I'm about to make my way over the mountain,

I come across another hill.

Why is this journey so difficult to complete?

When will it end?

I don't know what's worse -

letting my imagination run wild

or knowing that there's truth in those thoughts,

if only just a glimmer,

giving me every reason in the world to be scared.

The truth is

I would much rather be blissfully ignorant

than be hurt by the truth.

But that only makes my mind go crazy,

my thoughts race at a million miles an hour.

The truth is

I overthink things,

and I know this makes things that much worse,

but I can't help it.

The truth is

I hate this.

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