Wednesday, June 3, 2009

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I have met one of the most amazing people in the world.
The word amazing has been used so loosely that I feel it has lost its effect,
but I can say with all honesty that this boy is, in fact, amazing.

He’s so beyond extraordinary in every way.
And to this day, despite spending almost 3 weeks straight with him [with the exception of work],
I still cannot find the words to describe him.
He is unique in the best possible way.

I have met many people, but none quite like him.
The effect he has on me is one that is indescribable.
I am the happiest I have been in a very long time.
But it’s so much more than just being happy because happiness can come from so many different places and people and in different ways.
I am inspired.
Just the fact that he contemplates these ideas that are so far beyond high school drama and every day insignificance is exceptionally admirable.
I have found that motivation that I was so desperately searching for.
I find myself thinking in new ways.
And perhaps that is also a principle reason for my newfound bliss.
I have been able to move past such triviality and onto deeper things – things that truly matter.
And I think I’ve known all along that that’s exactly what I needed, but I needed something or someone to show me how to do so.

I had previously written that I feel like I haven't left my mark on this world nor will I ever.
But now, I feel like I’ve made a difference.
I think that in being in such a content state, I have been able to accept that I have actually made an impact.
I have been told by several people that I have, in some way or another, been a significant influence in their lives.
And really, that’s all I want. I realize now that I don’t need to change the world.
If I can at least change one person for the better, then I am satisfied.

So the point is:
I am happy - happier than any mundane blog could ever begin to explain.
I can only wish that each person can experience the revelation that I have.
I can only pray that everyone can be as lucky as I am because I am, quite possibly, the luckiest person in the world. :]

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1 comment:

Kimmm said...

I am glad that you've finally realized that you have made a difference in the lives of not just one, which would be enough, but of each of those closest to you. You are an unbelieveable friend and have helped me through so much. You have changed one person for the better. Thank you.